"What You See, Is What You Get!"

GOODBYE AGAIN

2004-09-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE AGAIN
Vertical Horizon

I'm on the outside looking in
What do I see
so much of this left to begin
Where would I be
I'm on the outside looking in
Cover me through this night

I guess I don't know what's left to say
Hear me out
All of the dreams of yesterday
keep breaking me down
What's on the outside
can you say?
Am I getting carried away

Chorus
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
So it's goodbye again

Goodbye again...

I'm getting on
what's the use?
You know how I get
I can't decide which is the truth
at least not yet
I got the feeling that it's you
what can be said alone in this room?
And now...

Chorus

Who wants you now?
Maybe somebody else
I'll wait around
Maybe you'll forget
you were never here
Maybe forget
you were never, never, here...

I'm on the outside looking down
What do I see?
So much of this cold in the ground
Where would I be?
I'm on the outside looking down
Cover me before you go...

Chorus

You're falling out
I'm falling in
so it's goodbye again

It's way past time
for one last try
so it's goodbye....

BACK TO SCHOOL

2004-09-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

Yeah you heard me right! I came back to school.. and eerrr... it sucks! but anyways, nothing's good happened to me this day... it was really a tiring day!

I took this test from How much you worth?

and I got $1,788,487.60...

i guess that's too cheap! ahehehe...

Brent you made my day! ;o)

NANGANGAMUSTA LANG PO

2004-09-09T21:13:00.000-07:00

yeah im still kickin! =o) take care everyone! mwah!

IDEAL GUY SURVEY

2004-09-05T12:03:00.000-07:00

ahahahaha... natatawa ako kasi puno na ng survey tong blog ko... sorry guys.. wala kasing nangyayaring bago sa buhay ko this past few days... okay i got this from friendster bulletin board... have fun... wahehehehe... =o)

Suplado:
- hhhmmm.... ayus lang! wag naman mashado

Playboy:
- heck no! definitely! die players die! hark hark hark

Mr. Shades:
- doesnt matter... as long as carry nya.. why not?

Bad boy:
- pwede ren! *wink*.. bad boy na boy-next-door ang looks.. nyam nyam.. hahaha.. ang labo!

Masculado:
- wag naman mashado... hindi ako naghahanap ng bouncer na bf.. ahehhehe... but i like the guy having a nice abs... and nice shoulders...

Guys who give flowers:
- plus 10gazillion pogi points! white longstemmed
roses, please! =)

Smiling face:
- yeah he will got 1000points!

Hiphop:
- NOT MY TYPE!

Guys who ask permission b4 courting:
- just show it men!

Has earing/s:
- not a big deal pero as soon as possible wag na lang and baka pwedeng isa lang....

Used to chew bubblegum:
- nope?

Long-haired:
- definitely a no-no to me... i dunno i just hate it... sorryy

Bald:
- depende kung bagay.... nyam nyam...

Antipatiko:
- hahaha great! =) i'm antipatika myself

Torpe:
- just a lil bit of ka-torpe-han. it's cute kasi. =)

Computer-games geek:
- ayaw!

Basketball player:
- ayus lang....

Mr. Count-my-ex's-till-you-drop:
- dammet!

Bedimpled:
- ayus!

Mestizo:
- *teehee*

Guys who sing well:
- okay yan!

Quiet/tamed:
- ahahahaha... natawa lang ako bigla... ahehehehe.. i used to like guys kasi na mukhang quiet pero when i got to know them wild pala sa loob.. wahahahaha.. pero ok.. cute! =o)

Cumlaude:
- not necessarily... basta smart and intelligent in some ways ok na... ;o)

Formal:
- depends shempre... pero smart-dresser will do..

Friendly:
- yes! sana...

Mr. I have an opinion about anything &everything:
- good! i wont get bored with him then

Motorcyle guy:
- ayus lang! but i would rather prefer cars eh.... =o)

Rocker:
- NO

Skater:
- NO

Alaskador(prankster):
- ayus lang.... basta depende sa pang-aalaska nya.. ahehehe..

Flirt:
- sakin lang! ahahahaha.. sorry eh madamot ako sa ganyang bagay! ahahahha

Bigotilyo:
- BIG NO NO

Painter:
- cute! why not?

Galante:
- ayus lang!

Mr. Love Letter:
- cute!

Smoker:
- doesnt matter... as long as amoy mabango pa ren sha kapag kasama ako... and please lang walang bugahan ng usok sa mukha... ahehehehe...

*i enjoyed answering this survey... wahahahahaha

COURSE CARD DISTRIBUTION

2004-08-31T14:00:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! wala lang... paramdam lang po.. dito ako sa school.. getting my course card... and yeah definitely it's our week break! take care everyone! yeah wala akong kwento.. sowweee... mwah!

HELLO! BORING DAY! TAGALOG SURVEY! =o)

2004-08-29T15:00:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! nothing much! just like to update my blog... I've been so busy this past few days and I thought nasira blog ko coz I change my comment board.. but anyways thank God it's okay na ulit... wala mashadong nangyari and definitely a boring day.. so here's a survey na sinagutan ko for today.. wahihihihi.. take care everyone!... Hey Les! I missed being with you... ;o)

TAGALOG SURVEY (got from friendster)

1. Pinakagusto mong tawag sayo?
Jhengskie... Jenny

2. Latest addiction?
Goldilocks.. pulvoron!

3. Pinakagusto mong gawin?
matulog! *teehee*

4. Ano ang mga leisure plans mo within this
year?
go to boracay or galera

5. Meron ka bang crush ngayon?
MERON! *wink*.. sorry I cant say his name, wala naman sa tanung eh! =op

6. Food na gusto mo kainin ngayon?
New York Cheesecake

7. Kalokohang ginawa ngayong college?
hark hark hark... dame sobra!

8. Last Song Syndrome (LSS) mo ngayon?
As usual, She will be loved by Maroon5

9. Unforgettable teacher / prof?
Mrs. Santos (Math Teacher ko nung 4th HS)

10. Fave street food?
tokneneng! =0)

11.fave childhood game?
step-no tsaka piko!

12.Natatandaan mo pa panaginip mo kagabi?
yeah... there's someone na kinasal, cant remember kung sino eh pero basta for sure kilala ko yung girl and celebrity yung guy! (swerte!)

13.Natatandaan mo pa pangalan ng pinakauna
nyong family pet? ano un?
naaalala ko lang si "HERO", doggie sya!

14.Time na sobrang nastress ka?
This past few weeks... especially this week... as in soobbra!

15. Kung magiging cast ka ng isang
show/teleserye/anime, ano un?
ewan! yung kila Heart na lang! ako makakatuluyan ni Geoff! ahehehe

16.Paggcng mo, sino ang gusto mong
makitang katabi?
si Brent! =o)

17. Ang babae physically attractive kapag..
smart-dresser and mukhang sophisticated

18.Ang lalake physically attractive kapag..
always mukha at amoy mabango

19.Pinakagustong movie mo na kung san
kasama ang pinakagusto mong artista?
Meet Joe Black (gwapo ni Papa Brad dun eh!)

20.Favorite line (from a song,movie,poem,
etc?)
"Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect.."
-Perfect by Simple Clan

20.Laging paalala ng magulang na lagi mo
namang hnde sinusunod?
magtipid! ngaarr! ahehehe

21.Anong masasabi mo sa huling movie na
napanood mo?
walang kwenta! (AvP)

22.Kung may isang bagay kang sasabihin sa
sarili mo, ano un?
nice job! congrats girl! =o)

yun lang guys! God Bless everyone! mwahhh!! Zai Chen!

IM BACK! I MISSED POSTING HERE

2004-08-26T18:36:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! Im Back! Yeah! Im still alive! wahihihihi... anyways, nothing's new actually.. Past Few days are really toxic and obviously na-wasted ang lola nyo.. NO CLASSES today! di ko alam kung dapat ba ako matuwa or what... kasi supposed to be vacation na ako... but then mukhang namomove ang skeds namen (buti pa kung icoconsider nilang magdadagdag ng days for our week break)... well what else.. hhhmm... just done watching movie entitled Alien vs. Predator with my little brother and little sister... ggrr.. that movie sucks! eerr... ninuninuninu... owh yeah! before I forgot!... I changed my "COMMENTS BOARD" and di nyu na kaylangan mag-log-in para makapaglagay ng comments, kasi yung iba dyan.. nagrereklamo.. wahihihihi.. kaya pinalitan ko na and mas hassle free nga naman.. I used "Haloscan", courtesy of Abby's blog (got the link from there)... yipeee! naaliw nga ako eh!.. so yun lang for today! tomorrow would be and HOPEFULLY may pasok na!! ciao guys! bye bye! mwah! :o)

TOXIC ANG LOLAH NYO!

2004-08-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

Baka hindi po ako makablog tomorrow because gagawa kame ng revisions ng thesis namen... and I'll be busy till Wednesday next week...

My skeds:
Friday to Saturday: I'll be in España Tower to do the revisions of our Thesis.
Sunday: Maybe we'll do our semi-like-thesis for our BUSPOLI subject that will be submitted on Wednesday/ And if we can still afford we will do our Project Management Final Project that will be submitted on Tuesday.
Monday to Wednesday: I have my final exams for 5 subjects.
(Tuesday: We are planning (and kakayanin) to submit our final revised thesis..)

By thursday and till our Week Break.... wheeww!!! I'm free!! Gimmick time!! Promisssseee!!! Whippeee!!!

So, since wala ako blog tomorrow, hahabaan ko na post ko ngayon.. :o)

SOME FACTS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME:

Fill in the Blanks:
If I could be someone else for a day I'd be Bill Gates so I could experience to be as rich and as wise as he is..

My Cheap Thrill? Chocnut and Time Crisis
My Hidden Talent? I can draw
I think my best assets are my eyebrows because everyone tells me so.
I would never eat human meat and cockroaches.
My 3 Hollywood Hotties: Brad Pitt, Chad Michael Murray & Orlando Bloom
How about 3 Local Hotties: Brent Javier, Aga Mulach & Deither Ocampo

I'm a shopping & Perfume addict.
My Bedside Book: Chocolate for the Women Soul
The character I would've loved to play in a movie when given a chance? Lyn of So Close or Trinity in The Matrix.
The song in my head? She will be loved by Maroon5
My comfort food? siomai and Mcdo French Fries with BBQ sauce
My Bedside Companion? lots of pillows
3 Things(not person) can't live without? cellphone, money & Lip Balm
People dont know: I may look tough and strong but I turned out to be a "crying baby" when deeply hurt or sooo mad..
Perception/s in Life: "A person without love, is nothing." & "Everything happens for a reason."
Girl's Golden Rule: "ALWAYS make HER feel SPECIAL"

Whom do you run to for advices? more often with my close friends namely Min-Min, Mau & Tatum

What kind of guy wont get the wrong end of your shoes? A very nice and wise guy is very appealing to me, being sweet is my weakness too! I want him with "kusa" and loves giving surprises.. Physically, I want a smart-dresser, tipong kahit pinagpapawisan eh amoy at mukha paring mabango, & I easily get attracted with a boy-next-door type of looks.. I'm not into a moreno type..

What you can't stand? friendly-"users", I really hate those kind of people.. stupidity is definitely not an exemption... I'm not good in handling disappointments and I hate work cramming & Time pressure.

What should be playing when you're depressed? Trance music, like DarkBeat & Shiny Disco Ball, basta lahat ng songs na nakakabuhay para di ako lalong madepressed..

Maybe that's enough... anyway guys.. thanks for dropping by to my blog.... Zai Chen! Ciao! Bye Bye! Take care guys! ;o)

WE MADE IT!!!! :o)

2004-08-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

YEAH WE MADE IT!... WE PASSED OUR THESIS DEFENSE! :o).. There are lots of revisions but we wont waste our time and we will do it as soon as possible.. Actually, we're already in the thought of giving up, pero mabaet talaga si God and I know He was there with us habang nagdedefense kame.... I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to my friends; Min-Min, Kitchie and Jovith for helping us with our documents.. we believe that this would not be possible kung hindi dahil sa tulong nyu!.. thank you so much!.. To Mr. Yako (one of our panelists), he hug us after defense and said "nice job guys!", you're really so nice sir!.. and also to Mr. Sale (our panel chair) for also being so supportive... and of course to my thesismates; Marlon and Mariel, "kaya naten to! ngayon pa ba tayu gigive-up? :o)".. this is definitely a Blessed day!...

At some point, hindi rin ganun kaganda ang araw namen kasi yung friends namen nadeferred, but dont worry guys, walang iwanan di ba?... kaya naten yan.. kakayanin naten together!

Ohw by d way, si mommy nag-ayus ng neck-tie ko kanina.. I considered it as my lucky charm... Love you so much mom! thanks for always being there for me!.. mwah! :o)

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY:
"And though I have the power of prophecy, to penetrate all mysteries and knowledge, and though I have all the faith necessary to move mountains- if I am without love, I am nothing.." - 1 Corinthians 13:2

THIS IS NOT GOOD

2004-08-17T18:00:00.000-07:00

We supposed to have our defense today (come on! na-resked na kame before! and mareresked na naman! hassle talaga!)... but too bad hindi na naman nabuo ang panelists namen.... The more na pinapatagal nila, the more na humahaba ang tension namen.. haaayyy... I just wish matapos na lahat ito... kung madedeferred naman kame.. tanggap na namen yun ng mga thesismates ko.. wag lang ganito na pinapatagal pa nila ang tension.... One of our panelists gave us hints about our proposal and dang! even we passed the defense we still have lots of revisions and I dont think we can do it for just ONE week... I dunno! but the fact is we're on 50-50 status... owh my! ang hirap talaga maging estudyante!....

NO KWENTO/ IF I WERE

2004-08-15T15:35:00.000-07:00
Hello everyone! naku! sorry!! wala akong kwento ngayon... nandito lang ako sa bahay maghapon.. Hmmm.. yesterday naman... wala rin nangyari kaya hindi na ako nag-blog... geesh anyways.. I just hope matuloy na defense namen tomorrow... para matapos na kalbaryo namen!... geesh! I miss someone... :o(

If I were:

If I were a month I would be:
> |:> JANUARY (new beginning!)

> If I were a day of the week I would be:
> |:> FRIDAY

> If I were a time of day I would be:
> |:> 12AM

> If I were a planet I would be:
> |:> VENUS

> If I were a sea animal I would be:
> |:> DOLPHIN (friendly and cute!)

> If I were a direction I would be:
> I:> NORTH!

> If I were a liquid I would be:
> |:> WATER

> If I were a tree I would be:
> |:> BAMBOO TREE (strong)

> If I were a bird I would be:
> |:> FALCON

> If I were a flower I would be:
> |:> WHITE ROSE

> if I were a kind of weather I would be:
> |:> SUMMER (heck! Hot!)

> If I were a musical instrument, I would be:
> |:> PIANO

> If I were an animal, I would be:
> |:> PUPPY

> If I were a color, I would be:
> |:> LIGHT BLUE

> If I were an emotion, I would be:
> |:> CURIOUS

> If I were a vegetable, I would be:
> |:> POTATO

> If I were a song, I would be:
> |:> SHE WILL BE LOVED by MAROON5

> If I were a movie, I would be:
> |:> CRUEL INTENTIONS

> If I were a book, I would be:
> |:> CHOCOLATE FOR THE WOMEN SOUL

> If I were a place, I would be:
> |:> LONDON

> If I were a thing, I would be:
> |:> LIP BALM (dang! cant live without it!)

> If I were a taste, I would be:
> |:> SWEET!

> If I were a scent, I would be:
> |:> MORNING BREEZE

> If I were a word, I would be:
> |:> MIXED

> If I were an object, I would be:
> |:> PILLOW

> If I were a body part I would be:
> |:> HEART (you cant live without me!)

> If I were a facial expression I would be:
> |:> SMILE

> If I were a subject in school I would be:
> |:> PHILOSOPHY

> If I were a/an cartoon/anime character I would
> be:
> |:> BUBBLES

> If I were a shape I would be:
> |:> CIRCLE

> If I were a number I would be:
> |:> 8

SCAPED FROM REALITY

2004-08-12T17:30:00.000-07:00
We watched the movie "THE CINDERELLA STORY".. It was really a very good movie and all I can say is that, the leading man there named Chad Michael Murray (Austin Ames) or Lucas from the tv sequel "One Tree Hill" is definitely a hottie!... sorry guys... But I dont feel like posting a long story right now... The truth is I'm very nervous because tomorrow would be our thesis defense.. Geesh! wish me luck!... :o)

Im just waiting for my next class, 6:00 pm.. :)

Hideaway

2004-08-10T19:15:00.000-07:00

After my first class, we went somewhere in Quezon Ave. where in I discovered a new song entitled "Hideaway" by "The Corrs".. Dang! I really like it! especially the beat of the intro.. check it out!.. I think the new album of "The Corrs" entitled "Borrowed Heaven" will be a blast! Holler The Corrs! :o)

Here's the lyrics of the song:

"Hideaway"
It's time to change, throw out the books and start again
Break all the rules, fall on your face don't be ashamed
You can't waste more time 'cause you've been gone for far too long
Trapped in his arms, safe without harm
Follow your heart don't be afraid
You think that you're ok
But I don't believe in what you say
You think that it's too late
But it's no good, good enough for you
Don't hideaway
'Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be
Let yourself go, don't you worry about a thing
Breaking the chains, so hard to begin
Follow your heart don't be afraid
You think that you're ok But it's no good, good enough for you
Don't hideaway
'Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be
Don't hideaway
'Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be
Don't hideaway '
Cause I know that you've got what it takes
I believe you can be what you wanna be
You can be what you wanna be
Today's Mood: Happy! ;o)

Back to Reality

2004-08-09T18:15:00.000-07:00

BAck to school! Dang! I found out that my thesis defense would be this coming friday (August 13) from 12:30pm to 1:50pm.. ang tagal! mukhang kakatayin ata kame ng mga panelists. I just hope I'm still okay before the Congo EB.. After defense we still have final revision for our documents and they just give us 1 whole week.. Hello?! 1 week?! I think that's not enough!.. Well, I just hope and pray that there were no be lots of revisions or else magiging haggard na naman ako! for sure wala na naman tulugan to! ... pagod na pagod na ako! :'o( ..after all of these stuffs, i will definitely go partying..

I am What I Am/ Rest Day

2004-08-08T17:30:00.000-07:00

It’s really hurt to be misjudged by someone whom you treated as one of the most important persons in your life. You assumed that everything turns okay but in reality it’s not. “What you see is what you get!” from me, you can’t turn me as someone you want me to be.. I can be a pleaser at times but don’t change me into a different person. This is what I am before you know me and I don’t think you have the right to make me feel that I need to change just to fit your taste. I am a girl who speaks what’s on my head and I don’t think it’s a basis for immaturity, if you feel offended on how I think, speak and even how I move, I don’t think that’s my problem anymore. I have lot of friends to prove you wrong that I’m not as mean as what you think about me. If you think that I’m not that good for you then let it be... you can’t judge me because you don’t know the real me and you don’t even know what’s really inside me.. And if sometimes I acted so mean, have you ever asked yourself, “What I have done that makes her feel really bad?” Did you ever ask me? Did you give me a chance to explain my side? I'm not perfect, even you. Don’t judge me the way you wanted to.. im contented with my life and how everything goes with it.. you don’t need to remind me that I should know my limitations because I'm aware of those better than you do.. don’t get me wrong, because I know you know that I’ve been nice to you..
I rest my case.... owh come on! this is the only day for me to rest because tomorrow I will become toxic again because of my f*%&#@* school works... :o(

Had Lunch with Pex Friends

2004-08-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

I miss my pex friends.

[2:30 am] LA texted me and asking if I could meet them for lunch. On that moment, i was at España tower doing my thesis and to be submitted by 12nn of the same day.

[11:15 am] After I submit my thesis, I went to megamall to meet my pex friends. Unexpectedly, Kerwin and I met at the MRT station and he's also in his way to megamall.

[12:00 nn] Right Timing, it's lunch time.. we reached Dencio's Megamall and there I finally saw my long lost pex friends; Ivy (mauve_2002), Jary (mckoolit), Ate Mariel (BabyFATS), L-ey (HeartBreaker2000) and Jon (aajao.. fresh from Canaduh!).. and the rest of the time was kulitan, kainan and chickahan!

[2:00 pm] we parted ways, but it's okay.. im sure we all had a great time together.. owh and we decided to come on Congo EB this coming Friday (August 13).. (oopss.. sorry guys I spill it out! *teehee*).. yipee! owh okay? kainan na naman? :o)

[3:10 pm] L-ey and I decided to watch a movie, we end up watching "Catwoman".. Not bad!

[5:10 pm] Time to go home.. I left and L-ey decided to stay because he'll be waiting for his friends..

They are just some of my pex friends that i want to meet again... Others? Hope to see them on Friday...

Definitely a very tiring day.. but i enjoyed a lot! Thanks Guys! :o)